I just passed my third week in the therapy. These pills are killing me. Yesterday my sister and her boyfriend(my love) told me that since I am taking the Antidepressiva, I lost all colour in my face and my eyes lost the light and shining. I like it. It's the first time that my family or a friend really noticed how bad i am feeling. Isn't it funny somehow? She stole the guy I love from me. She always takes everything I love away from me. She yells at me that I should get my shit together. And now she acts like she cares about me?